“Then I realized that my heart was bitter…”

This Psalm is so complex.  It is filled with so many issues and emotions that speak directly to me.  We could probably spend a week dissecting it and continue to find new meanings.  

However, today it resonates deep within my heart concerning contentment – being happy with my life as it is today and not worrying about what I don’t have.  It certainly speaks about not being concerned with what my neighbor has and learning that I have all that matters: a gracious God that watches over me.

Several of our ladies are heading off to a conference tonight.  The lead speaker is Jen Hatmaker, author of Seven: An Experiment in a Mutiny Against Excess.  The Hatmaker family spent almost a year working to simplify their lives and rid themselves of excess and excessive wants.  

Can you imagine not wanting anything?  Just being happy because the Lord is walking with you and His presence is enough?  How much peace would that kind of attitude bring?  Sounds pretty good to me…

Psalm 73

A psalm of Asaph.

Truly God is good to Israel,
    to those whose hearts are pure.
But as for me, I almost lost my footing.
    My feet were slipping, and I was almost gone.
For I envied the proud
    when I saw them prosper despite their wickedness.
They seem to live such painless lives;
    their bodies are so healthy and strong.
They don’t have troubles like other people;
    they’re not plagued with problems like everyone else.
They wear pride like a jeweled necklace
    and clothe themselves with cruelty.
These fat cats have everything
    their hearts could ever wish for!
They scoff and speak only evil;
    in their pride they seek to crush others.
They boast against the very heavens,
    and their words strut throughout the earth.
10 And so the people are dismayed and confused,
    drinking in all their words.
11 “What does God know?” they ask.
    “Does the Most High even know what’s happening?”
12 Look at these wicked people—
    enjoying a life of ease while their riches multiply.

13 Did I keep my heart pure for nothing?
    Did I keep myself innocent for no reason?
14 I get nothing but trouble all day long;
    every morning brings me pain.

15 If I had really spoken this way to others,
    I would have been a traitor to your people.
16 So I tried to understand why the wicked prosper.
    But what a difficult task it is!
17 Then I went into your sanctuary, O God,
    and I finally understood the destiny of the wicked.
18 Truly, you put them on a slippery path
    and send them sliding over the cliff to destruction.
19 In an instant they are destroyed,
    completely swept away by terrors.
20 When you arise, O Lord,
    you will laugh at their silly ideas
    as a person laughs at dreams in the morning.

21 Then I realized that my heart was bitter,
    and I was all torn up inside.
22 I was so foolish and ignorant—
    I must have seemed like a senseless animal to you.
23 Yet I still belong to you;
    you hold my right hand.
24 You guide me with your counsel,
    leading me to a glorious destiny.
25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
    I desire you more than anything on earth.
26 My health may fail, and my spirit may grow weak,
    but God remains the strength of my heart;
    he is mine forever.

27 Those who desert him will perish,
    for you destroy those who abandon you.
28 But as for me, how good it is to be near God!
    I have made the Sovereign Lord my shelter,
    and I will tell everyone about the wonderful things you do.

2 Comments on ““Then I realized that my heart was bitter…”

  1. reminds me so much of those beautiful smiles FULL OF JOY on the faces of countless orphan children who were born into nations ravaged by war and disease… by our worldly standards they have so little, yet they teach us so much by their amazing ability to feel Gods unending promise of joy, simply because they can wake up to another day and sing to Him! o Lord let me learn to be as those precious little ones are!!

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